And it's Friday again!! The weeks just keep on rolling by. Sitting here, just did the dishes and now waiting for the laundry room to become available. Nothing much on the schedule today, at least not at this hour. I am hoping to finish up early here so I can go for some shopping before they close the stores. I really need a new sweater! And then, after shopping, pool time with Marie =) We've been there three time already this week! I simply love it! And I'm getting better. Almost as good as I used to be a few years back. Jimmy and I played A LOT!! And he taught me quite a bit! Miss that! Had a real downer yesterday though, but I'm hoping it'll all be fine again tonight!
Tomorrow I'm having dinner with Peter again! And surely, we'll watch a movie! Think we'll go for a comedy this time! Not that I thought the last film we saw was all that bad, but I've seen better! I think he had one in stock ;o)
Spoke to a friend yesterday and it seems he's having a bit of a down period... It made me feel sad too, he means a great deal to me and I hate to see him like that! A BIG HUG for you sweetheart!
I'm really looking forward to next week end. We're planning a game night! A lot of friends getting together, talking, having fun, playing games, having a drink and then maybe going out! Hopefully Sabina'll be here too! I really miss having her closer. We used to have so much fun, unconditional friendship in way. I knew I could call her in the middle of night, and we'd meet at the schoolyard for a smoke. Just talking. Or our late night walks... Wandering the streets singing! Aaah, those were the day! I don't have that any more with anyone. Not because my friendships with them failed or anything, but they've all moved. All my "bestest" friends now live spread all over the country. Of course I still have Monica and Marie, but it's not quite the same. We never had that kind of realtionship. Don't get me wrong, I love 'em to death and they're truly on the top ten list!!
Hmm... I think I just realized what I've been missing... Some one whom can act as spontaneously as I do. I love getting up in the morning, not having anything particular to do, calling a friend and going for a trip, winding up in Denmark or where ever. Just being free, feeling it! Haven't done that since this summer... I all of a sudden decided to go down to Lund to meet my boyfriend at the time... Be there to greet him after work. That day was like a freaking fairy tale. Here it was all warm and sunny, so I just wore a dress. But when I got down there it was pooring down. We ran through town, completely soaked, into the botanical garden... And before I knew it he grabbed me, we stopped and we kissed... It was.... indescribable. So amazing!! We'd only met once or twice prior to this day, so it was all new and exciting. But it was this perfect moment in time. It was like nothing else excisted. Now I'm not saying I was head over heels or anything like that, what did I know at the time!? Takes a while before you realize what you really feel. But even though it didn't turn out to be real love, it all ended and that our brief realtionship really didn't mean a lot looking at the big picture, I still say I had two, maybe three, of my best moments ever with him. Like a movie, but without the violins! Hopefully I'll have those kind of moments with someone that I actually do love. Someone who really means something to me!
Now I've ramble on, this was supposed to be a short thing... Better go and make my self usefull!
I'm thinking about sweety, cheer up! Here for you! xoxo <3
B'Bye!!
