Like an appiffany...

Oh, yes he was... He was like nothing I've ever seen before. If I'd looked into his dark eyes one minute longer, I'm sure I would've drowned. They were like the deepest ocean. So amazing. It's rare, meeting someone's gaze and not be able to look away. And the fact that the person didn't look away either is even less likely to happen. My complete being siezed to function. I'll live for this quite a while. I'll fall asleep with a big smile on my lips, that's for sure!

It's quite exciting, isn't it!? When you connect with complete strangers... You don't even have to speak, just... It seems people are afraid of eye contact. I used to be, never had the guts to look anyone straight in the eyes. It's like they're afraid of revealing some big secret. They say the eyes are the mirror of the soul, and I think that's partially true. But I also think you can choose what features to show. Not all through of course, generally when you have a really strong sensation about something, it's hard to conceal. For instance, if you're really sad. And of course people are not equally good at hiding their inner most feelings. I find myself, pretty good at it though... I have many ways... Sometimes, I really don't want people to know, and most of those times they don't. Sometimes I want it to be obvious, and then of course it is. And rarely, but it happens, I want them to figure it out, so I pretend to hide it, but not to the point where it's unrecognizable. My mind is a mysterious thing... Sometimes I don't even understand it, and I actually don't pretend to either.
I recently read in a book a quote that got stuck to me. Someone said: "You have to disciplin your mind" I thought it very clever, but at the same time a concept hard to grasp. How do one disciplin their mind? It's gotta be really hard. But since the sentence really got to me, I've been thinking more and more about it. I've decided to try. Not let my feelings overflow me so easily. Actually stop and think for a moment before I act. Because that's one of my biggest flaws, acting without thinking, and it's a feature I don't appreciate much. So, this is to be a life long lesson for me... A never ending home work. To disciplin my mind.

And by these word, I tend to finish the seventh and last book in a brilliant series.
Good Night! =) Don't let the bed bugs bite!