Bluntly me...

It's like a vicious circle... A wildly spinning tornado. I need to get out, I really do. Can't keep doing this... If I get dizzy enough, I'll fall. I could hurt myself... Severely. I'm trapped... Inside som foggy shrinking room. There's a door alright, you just have to walk over there, pull the handle and enter the world. And one day, I will! I keep mocking myself, for always repeating the same thing over and over. But I bet there's a reason. Maybe if I do, then it'll eventually penetrate my thick head! At least that's my excuse! I can only prove my self wrong ;o)

Lately I've been a bit disappointed with someone. To be honest, I don't quite know wheater the disappointment is justyfied or not. Is it me over reacting or has the person behaved in bad manors!? I might just be sensitive right now... I spoke to Monica the other day about how both her and me are really coward when it comes to telling people off. If a friend behaves badly and you get hurt one way or another, you should be able to tell them that you consider what they did to be wrong. Neither one of us ever do, apparently. It's a shame... Undermining ourselves that way... Whilst we spoke about it, I actually took the currage to tell her that I was somewhat hurt by a previously past situation... Turns out, I didn't quite have to be... Felt good.
Sometimes I wish I was one of those from whom's lips things just come flying out, bluntly. "There, I said it... Now answer me!"

Might continue this later... Or I won't, don't know for sure yet. Have to take a shower before I head off to meet Marie!

Ciao!!