Sick but happy =)

I'm having a good day today. Well, if I disregard the fact that I've got a terrible cold and a temperature above normal, that is. Went to work anyway because both Anders and Håkan went to Copenhagen so it's just Ruben and myself. We had a muslim funeral today and it was my first one ever. It was very interesting I have to say. It was a non-casket one and they were soo fast, but careful. Very virtuous indeed. The Imam preached a little and they had their rituals and all. Too bad I didn't understand what they were saying. It wasn't all that different from our own traditions, but what felt the most weird was the absense of women. Not a single one, only men. I'm not too sure about this, but I think often, women aren't allowed at funerals. However if the person being buried is a woman, the washing and the wrapping of the body right before the funeral, has to be performed by other women. But like I said, I'm not sure. I feel I want to learn more about this.
Kerstin and I took it real easy today, I think she's also getting a cold... But we had a blast as usual. We cleaned the chapel and Kerstin started playing the organ. This was the first time since her "break" that she'd even touched an organ. So proud of her! She played and I sang. I really can't explain, I feel so secure around her. I don't feel ashamed of anything. I truly appreciate her friendship. It's like we're pushing eachother forwards in the right direction. A small step at the time towards becoming... I don't know what, but something good.
I was really suppose to be having a whole week end with Frida, starting tomorrow, but now it totally depends on how I'm feeling. We talked about going out dancing, but I suppose that's gonna have to wait. I was really looking forward to it though, I'm not out that much nowadays. But I get all his energy in the spring time and I'm just filled with this strong will to do.. anything... everything...
But now... I have to lie down for a while, a flush of fever just washed over me...
T.B.C...