Was away in Stockholm this weekend. Went by car with Christine, Stefan and two others. Got to see a few of my friends, wich was really great! Mattias, Dennis and Emelie. AAAAH, I'd missed my Memla!! She's truly wonderful, one of my very best friends! Love her to death! So now I'm just longing for Tuesday when she's coming home for a few days. We're going to stroll around at Lövmarknaden, just enjoying summer and eachother's company. Erland sent me a text while I was in Sthlm, how big are the odds!? Haven't heard from him in a while and then out of the blue. Too bad I didn't tell him I was heading up there a little earlier... Didn't get a chance to see him unfortunately. Buuuut, better luck next time baby.
I want my week off to begin NOW! Just relaxing... Spending some time with friends, some time at Hasslö going fishing... Maybe go away somewhere.
I have a strange satisfaction... I've been seeing someone recently, and at first I thought we might've been dating or something alike, but now I really don't think that's the case. I really don't think he's got any feelings for me and I'm not sure what I feel, but the weird part is, I don't care... I'm fine. I like hanging out with him... Normally now my state of mind would be weirdly damaged... I'm not capable of having a strictly physical relationship, but... I don't know... Maybe I've changed... Or maybe it's because nothing's been said out loud yet. That could be it. Or maybe it's because his friendship is much more important. On and off as friends for nearly nine years... I'd be lying if I didn't say I'm curious to see if it could leed anywhere... Anyway, I enjoy his company and I hope he feels the same, regardless in what way we're involved. Although I have to say he's pretty *** ;o) AND he's gotten me hooked on motorcycles!
I really should do something useful, while I still got the energy... I already did the dishes and rested for a while so now maybe I'm fit for folding the laundry... Bleh...
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